Well I have just come back from a couple of days down the beach staying at Jess and Jamies. Had their engagement party on Monday night which was cool. Had karaoke and got a little tipsy. Didn't feel it but I really couldn't get my words out right!
Anyway, finding it really hard to type as my dragons are sat on me.
I am missing Rob soooooooooooo much!!! I was ok when he went on holiday but when it comes to not having seen him for a week, knowing where he is and how to get to him, it drives me mental cos I know I "should'nt" go see him despite how much I want to! And I know I could get to him easily without much hassle but I'm trying to be good, listen to the angel on my shoulder and wait until its convenient for him. Which means having to wait til Thursday or Sunday if I'm really unlucky. And in his absence, I've been relying on texts from him to stay in contact. And the insecurities have been trying their hardest to creep in and screw up my head.
I will probably end up writing it down and then sticking it in the book. Proof that I have grown up and become more mature and controlled over my emotions instead of letting them run wild.
Ah the joys of life!
