Love Is...

I just have to do this.

This is to the one I call "Smiggle".

You are the very reason I live each day.
You're the very reason I ever smile these days.
You're the exact reason why my my past is full of hurt, so that you could make my future even happier.

"Where is the day without a night?"

You're cuddles bring the warmth that only an Angel could give.
Your eyes possess the power to either bring me up or tear me down.
Your lips hold me like in a trance and immediately I am under your spell.
If you were a drug, I'd be a happy junkie living purely off you.
If you were a disease, I'd rather die infected than be cured.
If you were a Vampire, please let me be your bride.
If you're temptation, I'd take every bite I could and gladly suffer for my sins if it meant I could get another bite afterwards.

You've opened a whole new side of my existence that I never even realised was there. There are things that I am doing purely because of you. There are ideas in my head, dreams in my eyes, hopes in my heart, pride in my voice, confidence in my looks, peace in my hands, your name in my veins, I can barely remember how it used to feel being hidden from the world.

I just can't describe what you've done to me.

But everything you've done to me - I like it. I adore it. I crave it.

And I hope that you feel the same.

But if you are to ever leave, I will crumble. Like never before. Forgive me, but I will wish that the same will happen to you. That without me, you will feel like nothing. Not that I'd ever want it to happen, but they say "you don't know what you've got til it's gone". So I try and imagine life without you and it makes me feel even luckier to have you and my gratitude and adoration for you grows.

I do everything for a reason.




That reason is You

Something Isn't Right

I just feel like I want to cry.

But I don't know why.

It sucks being a woman.