Well I've established that the other guy was nothing but a rebound. For him and me. I'm never doing that again! It ruined a perfectly good friendship. Fuck sake.
On a good note - I am head over heels for someone else!
What started as just standing behind the bar, watching him play the drums, other girls joining me in dreaming of him; has turned into something far more than I ever dreamed possible! Before the band played, all the girls were telling me how gorgeous and hot he is. They kept saying "look for the drummer!" and when I got chance, I did. I saw his face. I listened to his drumming. It made my heart beat with it. It shook through my body and made my spine tingle. They weren't joking when they said he was hot!
But I continued with my job. I thought that it was just dreams and nothing more and that he was way out of my league and even thought that he'd already have someone by his side or that he'd never go for me. I then saw his drum kit and fell for him even more!! Skulls were painted on his drums. I then wondered if maybe we did have something in common.
After they finished playing and it had quietened down, I went up and took a photo on my phone of his kit while he wasn't there. Instead another guy came upto me and at first, I panicked and thought I wasn't allowed to take photos! But he didn't tell me off, he started talking to me about the drummer. In the end told me to give him my email! I thought hell, why not, I've got nothing to lose. So I went back to work then gave the other guy my email. He told me to go up to the drummer and give it to him. Damn, I felt like a little school girl, shy and nervous about giving him a piece of paper. But I did it. We had a quick chat. Then I went back to work. I thought nothing more of it. I didn't think he would email me. Why would he pay attention to a little girl like me.
But he did!! He emailed me!! Talked to me about drumming, he could show me a few beats, gave me his number and even said about going out for a drink! Soon as I read that, I knew it had just shot from professional to personal! After exhanging a few emails we met up down the pub I work in. I brought Jess and Jamie along as I never go on a first date alone. Something my zodiac sign is to blame for! Aquarians bring friends on first dates but don't be pushed away by this - this is the best way to get to know them as they will be more open and friendly to you; something like that which is totally true for me!
So, our first "date" went well, he got on with my best mate which was really good sign for me! And her boyfriend and that was just hilarious! Well the next day at work, everyone was asking questions! Him and I were the talk of the pub. Everytime someone asked a question or said something about him, I went all girlie and shy. They could see clearly that I liked him. After few days of texting him, things were looking well! Yesterday I met up with him again. Shopping in Christchurch (bad influence!!) and then lunch down the beach with Jess and Jamie. It was so AMAZING!! He held my hand as walked to the clifftop, my heart was racing!! And while we sat down and chatted, he put his arm round me and I cuddled upto him! I wondered what else would happen but I was too caught in the moment to be thinking that much. Then when he dropped me home, we had our first kiss. And Oh - my - GOD!! Talk about heaven!! Argh I could've melted right there and then!! I didn't want it to end but I couldn't have the nieghbours see me and go telling to my dad. Thats my job! Though I'm pretty sure my dad knows. He's not that stupid.
Oh I miss him so much right now!!!
Well what can I say. After only 3 weeks of sadness, I got a job I love. Not even a month after being in my job, I somehow pull the fittest guy on earth!! The guy that every girl drools about and out of so many he could pick from, he's picked me. At least I think so anyway! Aha!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
