Life Is Getting Better

It's been over a month now since me and Jonny split.

How am I?

I'm fucking fabulous!!

My job is freaking awesome for the sheer fact that my manager and his wife kick ass and I get along with everyone really well! Last night was damn right awesome! I got called in cos the new guy was sick and the whole night I covered pretty much on my own! Tom admitted that he'd been a right twat cos I'd been called in to cover and he was sat on his arse round the corner drinking with his mates the whole night but I didn't mind. Its good experience and I feel I coped well! At the end of the night he poured me a pint and I sat down with em and had a good laugh! Spent couple of hours jokin around and singing karaoke! Was so funny! Had about 3 pints and good lord, it is NOT fun cycling home pissed!!

The only thing bothering me is the fact that Jonny is being difficult with me. I wanna go over to get my stuff and then just get out. Jonny is saying that he's burnt my stuff or whatever. I don't understand why he's being such a prick about it all. But if he has burnt my stuff then there will be fucking trouble! I will nut the bastard, I don't care!! If he wants to be a selfish and difficult cunt about it all then fine with me!! I can be a right bitch too!!

Oh my god that Dan guy at work is so cute!!! It's like staring at a luxurious chocolate all day that I can't have. How freaking gay! Though Emma said that him and me would get on very well! He has a girlfriend but apparently he doesn't seem to care! So maybe there's a chance for me to step in! Who knows! Although Jason did tell me not to get involved with people from work incase it all goes tits up but I don't see him that much anyway as he works in the kitchen and I'm out on the bar. Hmm, just see how things go I think!

Ar I need sleep! But I can't sleep in the day which sucks ass but what can ya do!

So there it is! My life is getting better and I'm loving it!

I'm starting to realise that Jonny is nothing but a alcoholic living off benfits. He has no experience, no will power to even want a job, what's he gonna do when the benfits stop? He can't live off his parents forever. So he's gonna be a bum all his life. I'm glad I'm not there anymore. I'm starting the gym soon with Jamie. I have great friends without that prick bringing my down. He's a cocky bastard and thinks he's the next best thing. Fucking aint though. I can do better than him by a long shot.

Anyway yes I think thats enough of my rambellings! I could go on forever talking bout crap lol!!