Thursday 12 June 2008

So Romantic Yet So Sad

Ok I am officially one hell of a sad suck up for stupid little romantic gestures.

I've bought me and Rob matching shirts. . .

I don't need to say anymore than that really! Doesn't matter whats on it, they match! Good lord thats bad enough!!

Anywho, life is ticking on happily. My dad is currently in hospital after having a knee operation, he'll be back on Sunday. I spent last night round Robs, got drunk, had an amazing night *wink wink*, woke up at 8 and got to work half hour early!! Yet it still didn't dawn on me to stop home and get my damned trainers!! Mainly cos I spent that half hour saying goodbye to Rob. It seems that each time I see him, he is even more irresistable to me!! And I do believe the same is happening to him too!

OMG!! Just seen the news! My philippine uncle used to work on the Saga Rose!! Thank god that he left when he did else he could've been dead by now!

ANYWAY!! Onto more important things in life.

JESS AND JAMIE!!! Congrats on your engagement! It would be my pleasure to be your Maid of Honour. A note to RACHEL GRAY if she's reading this (cos I know too well she will be), YES there is going to be an engagement party. YES I am organising it. NO your NOT invited!! I don't care if your still talking to Jess, you have yet to build a bridge with me and I am not going to let you waltz in like your automatically invited cos your NOT!! And I swear if you do come uninvited (inviting yourself like you've just tried does NOT count) I will personally escort you off the premises before I knock you clean out!! I still keep my promise on that. Thats just how badly you pissed me off!! I don't mind being told what to do IF they're in a position to do so. Like my boss. But you, YOU!! You were telling me how to THINK!! YOU were telling me how to FEEL!! I don't take kindly to people trying to rule my life!! My parents know that all too well! Bless their souls for trying but they have a right to. YOU DONT!! So kiss my tanned ass.

Anyway, onto a happier note, Rob *sighs*. Now that my best mate is engaged, I feel like I am soon to follow. I am thinking that on the 27th of December. He may, MAY, pop the question. I am unsure and I seem to have made myself think he will on that exact date just because I thought about it so much. Sado. Oh and last night I had a dream that I was pregnant with twins. . . now most people would be scared of that. Me however, I felt amazing. I felt so incredible feeling that I was carrying twins. I felt . . . like a mother. (note - sudden Dae Ja Vu!!). I saw quite a few babies over the past week and it just makes me wish that I was either still working from time to time with babies or that I had my own baby.

Just as I am ready for you Claudia, its too late.

Well, if I have kids with Rob, they're going to be really cute! No matter who they take after!!

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